I understand how you feel - it gets better and more weird too! lol For the last 2 seasons, every week when it was over my husband would say "I hate this show." lol Because of all the twists and turns it always leaves you hanging. I am SOOO curious to know how they will tie it all together - and then I want to watch it again from the beginning so I can be like "oh, so that was what that was...." It is the only series we have watched from the beginning and stuck with! I am torn between Jack and Sawyer and then once you get into it Sayid starts looking pretty hunky too!