OMG sweetie !!!!!! My first day back on Spoofee in a long time and I noticed your post about your husband's death in the middle of the Allure posting !!!! My heart bleeds for you, hunny! I am so VERY, very sorry for your loss. I don't know what to say because mere words alone will not heal your soul ... Please know that my thought and prayers will be with you !!! <3 :hug: